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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Love Like by Shihan
back w/some more poetry by Shihan. this whole thing is a quote LOVE it!
I want a love like me
thinking of you
thinking of me
thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to
myself about how I feel about you type love,
or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you
want me all to your self type love,
or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to
my last name,
and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without
calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls
asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love
type love,
or who loves the other more,
or what she's doing at this exact moment,
or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the
music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a
love so good could just hurt so much when she not there.
Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type
love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes
all around the house so she never forgets how much I love
her type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write
all there is to love about her type love.
Hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel,
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the
way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type
loves.
and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the
phone with her not saying shit,
and then fall asleep and then wake up with HER right next
to me,
and smell her all up in my covers type love
I want to try to counting the ways I love her, and then
lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all
over again.
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even
though they ain't really anniversaries, but doin' it just
cause it makes her happy type love.
And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the
phone plays when her number is dialed in to her type loves
and then talk to you til I lose my breathe, she leaves me
breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all
of her back into me
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone
calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer
because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high
cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to
love as long as I'd like to type loves,
and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking
about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair
Well, maybe not all of the hair
maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but
it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I can tell y'all this
I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying
to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country
just to get treated
then somehow meet up again with you so that I
could fall in love with you in a different language just
to see if it still feels the same type love.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is, but I'm
married, so she is going to be the one that I share this
love with.
I want a love like me
thinking of you
thinking of me
thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to
myself about how I feel about you type love,
or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you
want me all to your self type love,
or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to
my last name,
and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without
calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls
asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love
type love,
or who loves the other more,
or what she's doing at this exact moment,
or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the
music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a
love so good could just hurt so much when she not there.
Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type
love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes
all around the house so she never forgets how much I love
her type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write
all there is to love about her type love.
Hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel,
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the
way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type
loves.
and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the
phone with her not saying shit,
and then fall asleep and then wake up with HER right next
to me,
and smell her all up in my covers type love
I want to try to counting the ways I love her, and then
lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all
over again.
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even
though they ain't really anniversaries, but doin' it just
cause it makes her happy type love.
And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the
phone plays when her number is dialed in to her type loves
and then talk to you til I lose my breathe, she leaves me
breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all
of her back into me
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone
calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer
because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high
cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to
love as long as I'd like to type loves,
and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking
about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair
Well, maybe not all of the hair
maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but
it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I can tell y'all this
I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying
to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country
just to get treated
then somehow meet up again with you so that I
could fall in love with you in a different language just
to see if it still feels the same type love.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is, but I'm
married, so she is going to be the one that I share this
love with.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
09' Quotes <3
goodbye 09' i learned a lot! mah fav. quotes of 2009...idk i like collecting quotes lol
1. " Past is present when you carry it with you. - Sybil"
2. In the end everything will be ok. If it's not ok, it's not the end.
3. Work harder.Dream bigger.
4. Sumtimes in order to b supafly u gotta simplifly! Sum ppl think its holding on that makes em strong .. Sumtimes its lettin go!! -RevRun
5. I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand. -Confucius
6. i can't hate you - though I've tried - i still really really love you - love is stronger than pride.
the most important which i keep in my mind all the time:: 1 corinthians 15: 10
1. " Past is present when you carry it with you. - Sybil"
2. In the end everything will be ok. If it's not ok, it's not the end.
3. Work harder.Dream bigger.
4. Sumtimes in order to b supafly u gotta simplifly! Sum ppl think its holding on that makes em strong .. Sumtimes its lettin go!! -RevRun
5. I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand. -Confucius
6. i can't hate you - though I've tried - i still really really love you - love is stronger than pride.
the most important which i keep in my mind all the time:: 1 corinthians 15: 10
But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.
Shihan "Flashy Words"
flashy words make the world turn but it dont turn right
(say what?)
flashy words make the world turn but it dont turn right
(say what?)
so i use these real eyes to realize the real lies
being spoken but not heard
cuz we are more fascinated by that which are fabricated
(say what?)
[[and idk whats hear]]
nobody likes to hear whats going on these days
its like the truth hurts
and we've been lied to
a bunch of hollowed minds livin off barrowed times
and nobody likes to hear that
and nobody likes to say it either
cuz lazy angels never carry their wings
and wingless words do nothing but keep us down
so this new york poet yells
there is no satisfaction in knowing that your life is one of the saddest fictions ever written
so take your not so satisfactory life back to the sadness factory
to be re-worked and to be rewritten
and to be reconfigured to live right
open your brain
let your heart go
the real you has been locked within your ribcage for too long
and stop trying to hold onto then cuz thats where it all started
and about that same time he forgot fun, she lost hope
and now we cant find anything
and i swear to God if i could swear to God id ask her
what the fuck was she thinking when she gave us free will cuz
we done fucked things up
cuz kids dont play
and God dont pray
cuz its out of her hands now
after getting over the primal rage of finding my name disguised within a Bible's page
and people trying to dissect my destiny
and find that words somehow make the world turn but it really doesnt turn right
and suddenly the world stops spinning cuz words werent good enough
so i tell you
a blind man once told me the true meaning of love at first sight
so i closed my eyes and i recited this poem to an audience of one
and found total gratification in my undivided attention
and when i opened my eyes i found myself standing before a mirror
staring into the eyes of an invisible man
until my pupils became pupils
and i could teach myself to live a better life
words.
words from a piece of mind brings peace of mind
all i gotta do is give a piece of mine
all of the words piece together
the pieces[?] it meets creates peace within me
but shit they are all pieces
pieces to a puzzle which you put together it is me
so let me tell you something:
dont ever do anything youre not supposed to
and speak only when spoken to
and dont speak unless you mean it
cuz a good man is hard to find
and a hard man is good to find
and im half the man i used to be
and one fourth the person i should be or could be
cuz i sacrificed freedom for stardom
after being fucked out of my freedom without a condom
now how dumb was i?
words.
break these words down to the syllables they are
or the silly bulls they represent
and what do i represent?
well its hard to say when my rep presents the fact that
i have to question myself every time that question re-presents itself
i can
therefore i am
and sticks and stones may break your bones
but words will always teach you.
thank you.
flashy words make the world turn but it dont turn right
(say what?)
so i use these real eyes to realize the real lies
being spoken but not heard
cuz we are more fascinated by that which are fabricated
(say what?)
[[and idk whats hear]]
nobody likes to hear whats going on these days
its like the truth hurts
and we've been lied to
a bunch of hollowed minds livin off barrowed times
and nobody likes to hear that
and nobody likes to say it either
cuz lazy angels never carry their wings
and wingless words do nothing but keep us down
so this new york poet yells
there is no satisfaction in knowing that your life is one of the saddest fictions ever written
so take your not so satisfactory life back to the sadness factory
to be re-worked and to be rewritten
and to be reconfigured to live right
open your brain
let your heart go
the real you has been locked within your ribcage for too long
and stop trying to hold onto then cuz thats where it all started
and about that same time he forgot fun, she lost hope
and now we cant find anything
and i swear to God if i could swear to God id ask her
what the fuck was she thinking when she gave us free will cuz
we done fucked things up
cuz kids dont play
and God dont pray
cuz its out of her hands now
after getting over the primal rage of finding my name disguised within a Bible's page
and people trying to dissect my destiny
and find that words somehow make the world turn but it really doesnt turn right
and suddenly the world stops spinning cuz words werent good enough
so i tell you
a blind man once told me the true meaning of love at first sight
so i closed my eyes and i recited this poem to an audience of one
and found total gratification in my undivided attention
and when i opened my eyes i found myself standing before a mirror
staring into the eyes of an invisible man
until my pupils became pupils
and i could teach myself to live a better life
words.
words from a piece of mind brings peace of mind
all i gotta do is give a piece of mine
all of the words piece together
the pieces[?] it meets creates peace within me
but shit they are all pieces
pieces to a puzzle which you put together it is me
so let me tell you something:
dont ever do anything youre not supposed to
and speak only when spoken to
and dont speak unless you mean it
cuz a good man is hard to find
and a hard man is good to find
and im half the man i used to be
and one fourth the person i should be or could be
cuz i sacrificed freedom for stardom
after being fucked out of my freedom without a condom
now how dumb was i?
words.
break these words down to the syllables they are
or the silly bulls they represent
and what do i represent?
well its hard to say when my rep presents the fact that
i have to question myself every time that question re-presents itself
i can
therefore i am
and sticks and stones may break your bones
but words will always teach you.
thank you.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Good Quote!
Today I begin a new life. I am the master of my abilities and today will be a great and beautiful day.
It's for Baby Boy
It's for Baby Boy
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